See this face.
This is the face of my super cute nephew whom I never get to see. He's growing up and I'm missing it. That makes me sad.
I guess I feel spoiled and a bit blessed. I grew up surrounded by my aunts, uncles and an army of cousins. Something I clearly took for granted. Living two provinces away from the majority of my family has made me realize that there is a certain comfort that can be taken away from having them nearby. When I think about having children of my own, it's always with a bit of regret that distance will make it harder for them to build relationships with their grandparents, aunts, uncles, and cousins.
I sometimes think this is valid and then I also sometimes think this is crazy. I have a great relationship with my relatives in Ontario -- who I only saw once a year.. and there were many years with no visits. I guess, in the end, if you want to make those connections, it rests within your power to make the most of visits and to keep in touch.
That is why I'm heading home during spring break. To see those big blue eyes... and get my chance to corrupt his young mind. I need to incorporate myself... selfish, I know. I miss this kid and though he's a sweetie on the phone (we talk),it doesn't beat throwing him up in the air, getting him hyper beyond reason and teaching him to burp.
I suppose seeing everyone else will be nice too.... kind of..... a little.... well at least for the first few days.... hehehe!
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